A sign of love?

[Arthur Daley]

I also keep telling myself that I got smug self-satisfied pleasure out of paying a desperado dowry in the hope that it'll make me feel better (it clearly doesn't because I wouldn't have made hollow boasts about it on a forum if it had).

I'm feeling more than a bit miserable, disillusioned and suicidal (but I'll only admit it to my myfitnessPal gymbro chums)

Wrong thread

[Fluke]

I said "Aged Wannabe Lothario".

You also keep telling yourself that the women you pay for sex get pleasure out of it though if it makes you feel better (it clearly doesn't because you wouldn't be making hollow boasts about it on a forum if it did).

Feeling a bit down?

I dont actually pay her for sex, although I do help with her daily living expenses ..........and return flights to BKK.............and her new Cosplay outfit ............and her rent money.
There are ways to tell whether females enjoy it without having to ask them .
Theres still the aroma of her pussy juice on my bed sheets , quite often keep having to dry that department with a towel in the process

[Arthur Daley]

Theres still the aroma of her pussy juice on my bed sheets

That should have been the crux of your OP.

[Fluke]

That should have been the crux of your OP.

I just thought that you all should get to know her a bit first .

[Ergenburgensmurgen]

Theres still the aroma of her pussy juice on my bed sheets , quite often keep having to dry that department with a towel in the process

If your past 'conquests' are anything to go by then it might be a medical condition. Thrush or something.

[Fluke]

If your past 'conquests' are anything to go by then it might be a medical condition. Thrush or something.

Could be, as I did notice that I also had some on the tongue and around my mouth

[Arthur Daley]

Just arrived back at her prefab and my preferred first action over some parenting is for my Voices to sneer at a stranger online about a medical condition, like thrush or something

Best get the cheapo wine out ImTiny

[Fluke]

Taking her to McDoanlds tonight , taking my camera as well

[socal]

Ant probably drinks Siam Sato

[Fluke]

Got back to my adobe at 10 PM tonight and I was locked out .
Quietly knocked on some windows asking people to open the front door
Got a bit feisty and confrontational and I really need to find somewhere else to live

[Pat]

Thought you was gonna claim some bird let you stay at hers and you shagged her

[Ergenburgensmurgen]

Could be, as I did notice that I also had some on the tongue and around my mouth

That could just as easily be shit.

[Arthur Daley]

Oh dear, something got out of bed (at 4:50am FFS) on the wrong side this morning

[Fluke]

Thought you was gonna claim some bird let you stay at hers and you shagged her

I wouldnt do that .
I wouldnt want to, either morally or physically

[Cujo]

Selfish ? She knows what she wants and knows how to get it
Insecure ? Shes flown down to BKK to attend some Cosplay meeting there , I kindly bought her her flight tickets , only 1000 Baht each way .
I suggested that I would go with her, together , she quite confidently told me that she wanted to go on her own and "No, I dont want you to come to BKK with me"
Independent, confident and self assured

Sounds to me like she's planning to hook up.